May 2013
161 posts
nonsensical-ravings-of-a-writer:
Emotional pain is so much like physical pain. I feel it in my chest, deep inside. But I’m wondering, what organ is actually hurting? It’s not my heart, or lungs - it’s somewhere deeper, hidden, and it’s filled with pain to bursting. I don’t know how to handle it and it doesn’t seem valid - I have no reason to be feeling it, yet here it is.
“That’s the thing...
“I want you to know
With everything I won’t let this go
These words are my...”
– Sum 41 - With Me (via loveiswhatpeopleneed)
“I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me...”
– Pieces by Sum 41 (via the-twentythird)
You should feel lucky, even when im waiting for you, i don’t flirt with any other girls. Cos i just need your attention and no one else. My phone is silent, i aint talking to anyone and no one is talking to me, would anyone want to talk to me? Hahaha. Solitude is my friend when you’re busy. I just continue with my daily life when i miss you. It’s okaye, ill be the one waiting. At...
“Nostalgic Oblivion
I hate the fact that
I have to take care of your heart
So...”
– (via paperslashpen)
Im lost again.
Im lost again.. the sadness then the numbness. Once again.. im in depression again… sigh its been how many years already.. juggling between solitude and depression… this might be one of the worst year… everyone… starts to get away from me… i start to feel useless and worthless again….its like im an outcast again.. the forgotten friend.. who else should i go to?...
“It will be nice if someone would actually care for me, of how i will feel. and...”
But im still gonna be the nice guy, worrying about how you might feel if i did this or say that… i’m not going to point out.. if you realised whats going on then good for you… im still going to be the nice guy where everyone starts to think easy of me and step on my head again… its okaye im used to it… as long youre happy and feel good.. that is important…...
No point being @ twitter…… solitude has always been here for me… and tumblr has always been here for me… i dont have feelings what… im not hurt by words, im not hurt of whatever i see… been taking care of other people’s heart.. but you know what… not a single fuck is given towards my feelings…. no point telling anyone… in the first...
Lost my appetite… anger starts to grow but fuck it okaye… ill just compressed this anger… if i found out im just being used again…idk what to say okaye….. i’ve been trying to be good…. if being a good person make me easy to play with..fine.. ill show how heartless i could be..
I dont know… it feels so numb again… to tired to cry..to sad that i dont know what to do..depression again….starting to feed of from it…
henryandhisbrain:
Dear Yahoo,
If you would like Tumblr users to like you, remove the post limit and word limit on messages.
If you place ads on our dash or charge for use every month, there will be a war. You have an army. We have a hulk.
Regards
Tumblr Users
Breaking down incoming sigh…
UNTITLED
To be honest, i feel like a failure… there’s too many things for me to improve on non stop… i feel like im not being a good boyfriend at all.. i dont know… sigh.. and soon to be a failure as a student, friends and more…. i swear today i’ll be more of the quieter ones… just chilling and do my work…. but what kinda kills me in the inside is not able...
