nonsensical-ravings-of-a-writer:
Emotional pain is so much like physical pain. I feel it in my chest, deep inside. But I’m wondering, what organ is actually hurting? It’s not my heart, or lungs - it’s somewhere deeper, hidden, and it’s filled with pain to bursting. I don’t know how to handle it and it doesn’t seem valid - I have no reason to be feeling it, yet here it is.
“That’s the thing about pain. It demands to be felt.”
“And I hate it when you fake it.
You can’t hide it you might as well embrace it.
So believe me it’s not easy.
It seems that something’s telling me,
I’m in too deep.”
~ Sum 41 In Too Deep
I want you to know
With everything I won’t let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I hold on to this moment you know
‘Cause I bleed my heart out to show
And I won’t let go
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I saidIf you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my ownThis place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have